This is going to be a long week and it’s only a 4 day week.

Yesterday was the most horrible day I’ve had in a while I’m trying to type all of this out without crying like I have been for the past 24 hours… so yesterday was going good in the morning, goofing around with my coworkers but still getting things done. My boss gets an email from her boss which is the CEO. So she reads it and the email reads saying that the CEO needs my boss to come see her at 1pm, mind you I always get scared on things like that because I know when the CEO needs to see my boss its a 50/50 chance of it being good or bad, so my boss reads me and my other coworker the email and then 12:45 hits my boss goes over there and has a sit down with her boss. I don’t really wanna go into full detail on the situation so please respect that with me, and I know y’all will but yes it’s just a really long story but I’m very sad this happened. My boss got fired yesterday for signing some documents that she shouldn’t have signed but she was helping out another client and it got her in trouble. She didn’t think it would have been an issue but hearing the full story it was an issue. She didn’t think she did anything wrong because my boss is a certified notary so with that she thought she was signing some certified government issued documents, well the documents turned out to be fraudulent documents that were given to her to sign and my boss got in trouble for it. It got back to our CEO and she fired my boss around 1 o’clock yesterday afternoon. I didn’t sleep much last night nor have I really eaten anything. I’m so depressed and right as I’m getting out of my depression phase from my leg it starts back up again.

I also got a speeding ticket this morning which didn’t help the situation but that was my fault and I take full responsibility for that and my actions with that. But this whole ordeal with my boss I didn’t know anything about this until my boss got back to the office and told me her last day was yesterday. It sucks, it really does but I just don’t know anymore. I’m lost of words. I’m mad, I’m sad, I’m frustrated and confused but there’s nothing I can do. What’s done is done and we just all have to pull together as a team and get the job done still.

I did tell one person on here and she knows what’s going on but I wanted to share this. All my clients are asking what’s going on but I’m not telling them because 1. It ain’t my business to tell and I’m not that type of person to air out other people business and 2. I just don’t wanna talk about it because it makes me sad everytime it’s brought up. This is like a storm and I know it’ll pass but it’ll never be the same the rest of the time I’m here at the shelter. I hate this but it is what it is I guess. Anyways I’m ready for this July holiday and I hope it’s a good one. I need something good to happen this week.