Just now getting into bed. Pretty good game day. We won’t 3 of the 4 total games tonight. Nick did very well and I’m so glad he loves doing what I have always loved doing. Makes me love him even more. I’m feeling soooo good after tonight I was finally able to throw and catch for the first time in almost 4 months. I’m making progress but I know I’m going to be super freaking sore in the morning. I know I’m probably going to feel like I did a whole workout today but I’m not gunna complain because I’m actually getting back slowly into playing. I feel strong! Looking back 4 months ago I wouldn’t even know who I was. I know y’all are probably tired of me talking about my recovery but this was something I never imagined would happened but it DID happen and just looking back at photos and videos and see how far I’ve come is actually crazy. Like at the beginning when I did it I lost most if not close to all faith because I was getting help on my everyday things that I know I can and could do but just couldn’t because I could even walk like a normal human. I mean look at this way… you as a grown ass adult shouldn’t need help getting into the shower or having help put soap on your body because you know you can do that yourself but you can’t do that when your hands are busy trying to keep you balanced. It was hard, sad and there were days I just wanted to flat out give up all hope. I was so drepressed and I slept mostly the whole day everyday up until Nick got home at 5 in the evening and then I’d get up, shower, eat a little bit of food and then go right back bed. If was feeling somewhat okay I would hop online and game with our friends. I mean it was bad. I’m glad all of that is over. Thank you to Nick and his support I couldn’t have asked God for a better husband who pushed me, hugged me when I needed to just be hugged, supported me and encouraged the hell out of me when I wanted to just give up on the whole recovery process.

Anyways I feel really blessed and I’m glad that I’m getting my faith back. This really did change my mindset on life and that just because shit is tough doesn’t mean it’s impossible. I only thought this recovery was going to be impossible to achieve because I had never been through this before but watching athletes online who have gone through this and seeing how they recovered made me see that I can do it too as long as I have a great support system which I did and still do with my husband, family and all of y’all. I just been a wild 2026 and I’m excited to see how it ends. I’m praying it ends well with me back on that field. Let’s see what the good Lord has to offer. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💙💙💙💙💙💙